Tonto Dikeh took to her instagram page this morning to talk about how
she struggled with being suicidal, being angry all the time, being a
ticking time bomb and how she overcame it all. Read what she wrote
below...
"Woke up reflecting on who I was and how far I have grown spiritually,
womanly & physically.
I had so much anger, So much venom, so much Hate to give.
I didnt understand y neither did i give A hoot.
I thot life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood (but i
did have a great hood), Some came from Been Sick, Another came from
been motherless,etc.
Darlings i was broken,i was a walking disaster, A thicking time Bomb.
I was on a suicide part on a regular sigh#
Bottomline I Saved me, I got to realise that no1 cares about your
Pain/hurt or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are
more Angry about life than u
I came to understand that wirhout me the world wld
still go on with nothing missed n might even be a better place,you might
b missed for a day,week,years but i bet u u gonno b so forgotten wen
its time* i came to unserstand that change i needed was inside me,We
really dont maximise our God given Authority AS Gods creations#PRAYER#
*I came to realise that Anger is a more deadly messedup illness than
CANCER,my anger was the shield btw i and happiness,Love,Life,etc* I came
to realise that my future depends on me letting go of all the
hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed2 God and living a good life*
*
I did realise a couple of things about self love,God/Allah,Food,We RE
barely existing n not living without God*Good food is fuel for your
mind, soul n body**
Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a
life of constant joy in his grace..
I didnt turn born again or nothing i just realised that I AM SPECIAL..
Good morning Angels
#TODAY I CELEBRATE 4YEARS OF CONSTANT ELETRICITY IN MY HOME NOT NEPA
THOU LOL
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